learnings
Reading through this blog puts me in mind of all of the different emotional states I have been in these past few years. From forlorn sadness to upbeat acceptance and from devastating loss to quiet hope. More, less and everything in between.
Where am I now?
Calm assurance. Mental clarity. Energy follows thought. I create my reality.
It’s as simple as that.
Our friendship has slowly been moving forward in the last few months. I have given her the space she needed to deal with her own issues, yet made sure she knows I will always be there in whatever way I am needed.
What means the most to me now is our friendship. She is one of the most important people in my life. I let my own doubts and fears get in the way of it many times, but slowly and painfully learned not to. And sometimes I still think too much. But as I do I remind myself that that was part of the problem at the start. Think about things, sure. But realise that what matters is right now. The past or the future are fluid and can turn into anything. Now is the moment we must pay attention to because it’s all we have.
What matters is how you feel. Pay attention to it. Open up to it. Listen to that inner voice.
We create our reality. Why not create happiness and loving. It’s as easy as thinking it.
